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[snaphappy]

yea of course!

well i mean
we did but
i'm uh
i wasn't allowed to drive
after my first time

so someone that's good at cuddling...
someone warm, too, soo that you don't get cold during the night

[freshprints]

Oh. Did you crash?
I don't recommend it but sometimes it really is the best way to stop a car.

[kirigiri what the fUCK]

Yes, that's an important part of the prescription also. Warm. And ideally he would live somewhere that we wouldn't be bothered, so I'd have a restful sleep.

[snaphappy]

they didn't think so 😭
and then i got banned
it's ok tho!!
i got to control the radio
sometimes

ideally he could make you a nice breakfast in the morning too?
or at least a nice cup of only-coffee-no-milk-or-sugar

[freshprints]

For what it's worth I wouldn't hesitate to ride in a car with you. Statistically speaking the odds are in our favor in terms of surviving a crash, anyway.

I like breakfast. Maybe we'd go for a run first, to work up an appetite.

[snaphappy]

maybe if ur driving
u didn't
crash a car before
did u


this sounds like it's really narrowing it down~
how many left on the list? two or three?

[freshprints]

Only once, and it was intentional. I steered into a tree.

Just one, I think. Fortunately for me, the candidate in question is cute.

[snaphappy]

omg
ur like
indestructible
i wanna hear this story later

if i had steered the car into a tree
i think ignis would have killed me
if the crash didn't

hmm
just cute?

[freshprints]

Who is Ignis? I'll protect you. 💪

Oh, much more than just cute. But if I say too much it'd be embarrassing.

[snaphappy]

oh right!
you haven't met him

he's like...the royal adviser
to his highness the royal birdnest
hehe 😊
he did most of the driving

well, but what if
what if this guy thinks you're much more than just cute too
it might be worth the risk

[freshprints]

Oh, I see. He must be smart and talented, then, to occupy that sort of position.

Do you think so? About the risk. It'd be a big chance to take...but it might pay off?

[snaphappy]

what's life without a little bit of danger~?

[freshprints]

...What you said, that one time. At your apartment. About...thinking about me.

I do too. Even moreso now that I know you're...thinking, also.

[snaphappy]

ah...

what kind of thinking?

[freshprints]

You're really intent on embarrassing me, aren't you.

Fantasies? I suppose that's as good a word as any for it.

[snaphappy]

embarrassing us both
because i
have them too

wanna tell me one?

[freshprints]

All right. One confession...couldn't hurt.

One of them...you're taking pictures of me with your camera. That's already a little forbidden in and of itself. But we're having fun, and there's no one around. After a while you start

This is embarrassing...

Just. Other things. Sometimes you unbutton my shirt and say it'll make for a better shot. Sometimes I'm the one teasing you with it, doing things to get a reaction out of you. The attention makes me feel...special. And desirable.

After a while you stop caring about the photo session so much. We both do.

[snaphappy]

you know, we could
i mean, that's

it's okay
if i do things like that?

touch you, like that?

[freshprints]

I
think so?

I don't think I would mind it.

I'm not naive or puritanical, it's just. I don't...like looking clumsy. Not in front of people who matter.

[snaphappy]

no no i didn't
think u were naive
or anything
probably more experienced than i am, anyway
so u wouldn't be clumsy either

but i kinda
want it to be more
"i want it"
rather than
"i don't mind it"

yknow?

[freshprints]

Oh.
I see what you mean, that...is a bad way of putting it.

That's more to do with me than with you.
I'm not even used to thinking about myself like that.
So, not "I don't know about you doing it", but more
"I'm still getting used to thinking of myself as someone who does."

I was raised to be and to do one very specific thing.
There wasn't room for anything else.
So I'm still learning for myself about...who I am, in those types of situations.

But I like the way you make me feel even when you aren't touching me.
So I think I would like it if you did, too.

[snaphappy]

yeah
i can understand that

and honestly
i'm glad you're here
for that much
so maybe you can get a chance to like
live a different kind of life
and find things that make you happy

i wanna
well
it sounds dumb when i type it out but

i wanna help you learn about yourself like that
if you wanna let me

[freshprints]

Oh, THAT sounds dumb, but everything I've said is the height of eloquence?

Dumb or not, when you put it like that, you make it easy for me to say I want you to.

[snaphappy]

oh come on
you describe your fantasy like a storybook
mine sounds clumsy and that's just in my head

[freshprints]

Riddled with fragments and half-starts, that's "like a storybook"?

Come on, I embarrassed myself, now it's your turn. Let's have it.

[snaphappy]

ok so
you know, thinking about us running in the morning
sometimes i think about like...

if you came back to my place
(or your place)
and maybe we
put off breakfast and coffee for awhile

and hit up the shower
together
instead