One of them...you're taking pictures of me with your camera. That's already a little forbidden in and of itself. But we're having fun, and there's no one around. After a while you start
This is embarrassing...
Just. Other things. Sometimes you unbutton my shirt and say it'll make for a better shot. Sometimes I'm the one teasing you with it, doing things to get a reaction out of you. The attention makes me feel...special. And desirable.
After a while you stop caring about the photo session so much. We both do.
Oh. I see what you mean, that...is a bad way of putting it.
That's more to do with me than with you. I'm not even used to thinking about myself like that. So, not "I don't know about you doing it", but more "I'm still getting used to thinking of myself as someone who does."
I was raised to be and to do one very specific thing. There wasn't room for anything else. So I'm still learning for myself about...who I am, in those types of situations.
But I like the way you make me feel even when you aren't touching me. So I think I would like it if you did, too.
and honestly i'm glad you're here for that much so maybe you can get a chance to like live a different kind of life and find things that make you happy
i wanna well it sounds dumb when i type it out but
i wanna help you learn about yourself like that if you wanna let me
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because i
have them too
wanna tell me one?
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One of them...you're taking pictures of me with your camera. That's already a little forbidden in and of itself. But we're having fun, and there's no one around. After a while you start
This is embarrassing...
Just. Other things. Sometimes you unbutton my shirt and say it'll make for a better shot. Sometimes I'm the one teasing you with it, doing things to get a reaction out of you. The attention makes me feel...special. And desirable.
After a while you stop caring about the photo session so much. We both do.
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i mean, that's
it's okay
if i do things like that?
touch you, like that?
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think so?
I don't think I would mind it.
I'm not naive or puritanical, it's just. I don't...like looking clumsy. Not in front of people who matter.
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think u were naive
or anything
probably more experienced than i am, anyway
so u wouldn't be clumsy either
but i kinda
want it to be more
"i want it"
rather than
"i don't mind it"
yknow?
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I see what you mean, that...is a bad way of putting it.
That's more to do with me than with you.
I'm not even used to thinking about myself like that.
So, not "I don't know about you doing it", but more
"I'm still getting used to thinking of myself as someone who does."
I was raised to be and to do one very specific thing.
There wasn't room for anything else.
So I'm still learning for myself about...who I am, in those types of situations.
But I like the way you make me feel even when you aren't touching me.
So I think I would like it if you did, too.
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i can understand that
and honestly
i'm glad you're here
for that much
so maybe you can get a chance to like
live a different kind of life
and find things that make you happy
i wanna
well
it sounds dumb when i type it out but
i wanna help you learn about yourself like that
if you wanna let me
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Dumb or not, when you put it like that, you make it easy for me to say I want you to.
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you describe your fantasy like a storybook
mine sounds clumsy and that's just in my head
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Come on, I embarrassed myself, now it's your turn. Let's have it.
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you know, thinking about us running in the morning
sometimes i think about like...
if you came back to my place
(or your place)
and maybe we
put off breakfast and coffee for awhile
and hit up the shower
together
instead
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You'd certainly learn a lot about me if we did that.
Like where my gem is.
But I think that's a secret I want to share with you, too.
So, yes.
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ur right
i never asked where urs is
( mostly to avoid having to share his own but... )
i didn't think about that
but
if you show me yours, then i'll show you mine
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I'm not altogether certain it isn't some sort of terrible practical joke on the part of whatever force brought us here.
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not one place, nowhere at all
and you can trust me 'cause i'm a doctor
no one else has seen it?
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No one here. It's never come up, and I'm...particular about it.
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i'm particular about mine too
i'm sure it's pretty tho
even if my opinion is biased, it's honest~
it's somewhere under
your clothes?
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I'll give you three guesses. And a prize if you win.
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do you have any scars or birthmarks?
tattoos?
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I can't make it too easy on you, can I?
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i don't think you'd mind the others
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