You're easy to talk to, though. That's not nothing. I tell you things I haven't told anyone else, and it feels easy to do it. You see me, and you listen. That's a lot, believe me.
I was raised to do a job without ever letting my feelings have any part of it. But I never forget I have feelings when I'm around you.
I remember exactly where I was. We were finally leaving my school. I stepped into what seemed like an impossibly bright light, and the next thing I knew I was in the crater.
Honestly, I thought that was just what was waiting for me on the outside, at first.
No, I do. But what good does worrying do, really? It won't change anything. I can't affect the state of the world from here. I might not have even been able to affect it from there, honestly.
Besides, people keep telling me to let this be a chance to do things I never got to before. I suppose there's a part of me that rationalizes that, if I don't do it now, when will I ever? As soon as I find my way back, I'll have to throw myself into work again.
mm... that's true and u should do that try to do things u never got to do before i mean it's a good chance for u to find good things
idk what i left behind still kinda... confused about it all i guess i left behind the place where i messed things up so it's probably good if i don't go back, right?
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I tell you things I haven't told anyone else, and it feels easy to do it.
You see me, and you listen.
That's a lot, believe me.
I was raised to do a job without ever letting my feelings have any part of it.
But I never forget I have feelings when I'm around you.
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i don't think i could ever forget i have feelings around you
sometimes it feels like
no ok nvm THAT was about to be stupid
i just wanna know everything i can about you
and it makes me feel good that u want me to know
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Tell me the stupid thing you were about to say.
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ok
woo me with a pick-up line
if i like it, i'll tell you~
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But, hmm.
"Your hand looks heavy — can I hold it for you?"
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that's so cute
su~per lame
but cute
hehe 😊
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sometimes i wonder if like
we were dropped into this place
to meet each other
goofy right
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With how things where back where I came from, it's nice to think that we might've ended up here for benign reasons, rather than the alternative.
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if i think about it like that
i kinda forget what it was like before i came here
or what happened
do you remember where you were? before getting here
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Honestly, I thought that was just what was waiting for me on the outside, at first.
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only to have to come here
that sucks
i feel like i would feel so
discouraged by that...
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I was told I was going to be walking into the end of civilization. It turns out I walked into a perfectly functional one right here.
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but you don't worry about what's happening
back home?
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Besides, people keep telling me to let this be a chance to do things I never got to before. I suppose there's a part of me that rationalizes that, if I don't do it now, when will I ever? As soon as I find my way back, I'll have to throw myself into work again.
What about you? What did you leave behind?
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that's true
and u should do that
try to do things u never got to do before i mean
it's a good chance for u to find good things
idk what i left behind
still kinda... confused
about it all
i guess i left behind the place where
i messed things up
so it's probably good if i don't go back, right?
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Forget about good and bad for a minute. If it were up to you, would you want to go back, or not?
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would you come with me?
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Are you just flirting, or do you mean that?
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i'm flirting
and i also mean it
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It's my duty that's making things difficult. If it weren't for that, then it'd be a much easier answer.
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