Two people are standing on top of the train, you said. You, and someone who did terrible things and killed people important to the prince.
He comes up onto the top of the train and sees both of you.
And of the two of you, the person who killed people he cares about and the person who "didn't save" people he cares about, he decides...YOU'RE the one he blames for what happened?
People do strange things out of grief. People make irrational decisions. Leap to nonsensical conclusions. You're so upset by what happened that you're desperate to convince yourself you deserved it.
Maybe he thought he was saving you. Getting you away from him, so that you didn't die like the other people he cared about. Doing it in a way he couldn't take back, just in case he lost his nerve at the last minute.
Maybe he was ashamed of the way he'd treated you before. Maybe he told himself the same thing you've been telling yourself — that he had to get you away from him for your own good. That staying close to him would only bring you "bad luck".
People make mistakes...when they're upset and ashamed.
i wouldn't want him to feel that way nothing that's happened is his fault, either and being able to be his friend was the best thing i had i wouldn't ever want to not be there for him but just like he can't control how i feel i guess i can't control that either...
I don't know for sure. Without an outright confession, even the best detective work is always only an educated guess.
But you showed me that picture of the two of you together, and I can tell you this for certain: Being around you made him happy. The best actor in the world couldn't have faked the look on his face.
Oh, no, it looks like I didn't position the camera very well, so it got a little cut off. What a shame. You've got a good imagination, though, don't you? So it should be fine.
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but i didn't save anyone either
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Two people are standing on top of the train, you said. You, and someone who did terrible things and killed people important to the prince.
He comes up onto the top of the train and sees both of you.
And of the two of you, the person who killed people he cares about and the person who "didn't save" people he cares about, he decides...YOU'RE the one he blames for what happened?
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if it's not that...
then why?
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You're so upset by what happened that you're desperate to convince yourself you deserved it.
Maybe he thought he was saving you. Getting you away from him, so that you didn't die like the other people he cared about. Doing it in a way he couldn't take back, just in case he lost his nerve at the last minute.
Maybe he was ashamed of the way he'd treated you before. Maybe he told himself the same thing you've been telling yourself — that he had to get you away from him for your own good. That staying close to him would only bring you "bad luck".
People make mistakes...when they're upset and ashamed.
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i never thought about it that way
i wouldn't want him to feel that way
nothing that's happened is his fault, either
and being able to be his friend was the best thing i had
i wouldn't ever want to not be there for him
but just like he can't control how i feel
i guess i can't control that either...
it's a lot to think about
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But you showed me that picture of the two of you together, and I can tell you this for certain:
Being around you made him happy. The best actor in the world couldn't have faked the look on his face.
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being around me
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If you have any doubts, have a picture of me right now. And that's just from texting you.
ATT: hello.jpg
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really
nice
are you wearing pants...
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i'm gonna need further evidence
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take another picture
else i might have to take matters into my own hands
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yknow, like
"come over"
kind of pose
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ATT: pose.jpg
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eah
i definitely
want
to come over
youre gonna be way too cold if you sleep like that alone
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All right, but you'll have to pay an entrance fee at the door.
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Buzz, buzz.
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i like my hair
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kirigiri bank, i'm good for it i swear
it was the first thing i thought of
there are at least a couple other things
but you only said one!
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