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[snaphappy]

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[freshprints]

yes

who were you asking about my favorite flower?

[snaphappy]

is that the secret you wanna know?
or the original one?

[freshprints]

I want to know the original one.

But I'm not averse to trading more secrets.

[snaphappy]

ok
to start then
the original is:

i actually have a chocobo here now
it's a baby tho
and it's a she
i think

[freshprints]

you have one?
a baby??

what did you name her???

[snaphappy]

her name is
ebony!

she looks a lil different
than the one in the pic

i figured u might see her
the next time u come over

[freshprints]

Ebony is an unusual name for a yellow bird. I assume that's the "little different" part?

I do want to see her. I've never had a pet before. Is she a pet or something else?

[snaphappy]

yeah she's...
got black feathers
but it's ok!!
the black ones are special

well yeah, she's family 😊
maybe you can help me take care of her
if u want

[freshprints]

I'm sure she's beautiful. Black would be a striking color on a bird like that. Besides, it's the color you wear most, so you'll match.

You'll show me how? I don't want to mess it up...

[snaphappy]

we'll get her a purple ribbon
and then she'll match us both hehe 😊

yeah! i don't know TOO much but
i think we'll do okay
she'll probably outgrow the apartment soon
but i'll fix that part

[freshprints]

Oh. Do you think you're going to move? To someplace bigger, I mean.

[snaphappy]

me?? no i don't think so
just maybe i could get a place to keep her

actually that house, from the party?
i can live there if i want
i have a room and everything
and there's land there but


well
it's kinda embarrassing
but i like this lame apartment
i like that i have a place where
i can be alone with the girl i like
where she can stay over and we can
do whatever we want

there, i gave u that secret
for free

[freshprints]

I don't think that's embarrassing.
The house from the party is a nice house.
Gladiolus seems like a good person and you would obviously live in luxury there if that's what you chose.

But it wouldn't be yours, right?

Sometimes it's worth it just to have something that's yours.

[snaphappy]

yeah...
i think you're right.

plus i don't think i really...
fit in
in a place like that, either
and it's nice to have a place that's mine
even if it's not like i earned it or anything

[freshprints]

It's funny because I think I'm sort of the opposite. I feel more comfortable in places that aren't mine. I sleep better in your apartment than I do in my own.

I don't really know why that is. You'd think it would be the other way around.

[snaphappy]

mmm
maybe it's comforting, in a way
to be surrounded by things that remind you
of people you know and trust?
like you're safe

[freshprints]

That's probably it, yes.
Or at least close to it.

I had a room at school but I didn't tend to spend nights sleeping in it.
I was obligated to, though. Sleeping outside the dormitory meant punishment, so I had to be careful to make sure it didn't happen by mistake.

[snaphappy]

what kinda punishment?
i promise that if you want to spend most of your nights in my bed
no one's gonna get you in trouble here, at least

[freshprints]

...

Execution, I think.
No one ever tried it to find out for sure, but.

[snaphappy]

damn...
that's scary...
they really wanted to have control of everything, huh

[freshprints]

I drank a lot of coffee. It was just a matter of being careful, is all.

I'm sorry. Does it bother you to hear about it?

[snaphappy]

no it
well it sounds weird to say i like hearing about it
but i wanna know everything you wanna tell me
i like knowing about you, and all that is part of you
so you don't have to keep anything from me

[freshprints]

I wish it wasn't part of me.

The only reason I went to that school at all is because I wanted to confront my father. I ignored my grandfather's wishes to do it, but it was important to me. That's what I thought, anyway.

I suppose if I'd listened to him I never would've been there at all.

[snaphappy]

do you regret it? or do you still think it was important?

[freshprints]

I don't remember what I said to him. Logically I must've said something, but that's just a conclusion drawn from other evidence. The actual memories aren't there.

That was the other thing done to us. Erasing our memories. Mine more than most.

I don't know. We started with sixteen and ended with six. I suppose I had something to do with the six that remained, but I also had plenty to do with the ten that didn't.