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PROMPTO ARGENTUM ✦ FINAL FANTASY XV
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PROMPTO ARGENTUM ✦ FINAL FANTASY XV
RESIDENCE ✦ Apartment
GEMBOND ✦ Sapphire APP ✧ PERMISSIONS ✧ KINKLIST ✧ OVERFLOW
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do they have
wow i dunno how to phrase it.. do they remember the same things as u?
from ur lives and adventures and stuff i mean
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well, kinda
some of them are from what is my past
and some of them are from what is my future, i guess?
idk obviously but they're...further ahead
of their...timeline? my timeline?
it's hard to explain haha
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but none of them have told u things didnt happen the way you say they did huh
its more like... "this hasnt happened for u yet"
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consistent, at least for my past anyway
tbh i've been kinda too scared to ask about the future
are ppl saying that things didn't happen the way they did for you?
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everyone from where i come from has a completely different story about how things happened and all of them are bad for me
i was just wondering if anything like that happened for you
guess not
its no big deal i just thought yknow
might as well ask
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that must be so hard tho
i feel like it would make me really sad...
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( he should just leave it at that and change the subject, maybe latch onto that last bit of what prompto said, but you know what, fuck it. he feels like shit. )
they think im something im not
at least not anymore
i kind of made some............questionable choices and it caused a lot of stuff to happen but in my time i fixed that and we all made up and everythings actually really great but its not like that for them at all
as in apparently i actually did even worse shit or something i dunno. i was afraid to ask
uh but
i mean its fine we're working on it whatever
i just have to work really hard not to screw that progress up and sometimes it gets to me
thats all
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you feel like kinda you don't get to be who you are
cause they remember you as some other person
but like, if it's just mistakes and stuff
you can make up for that stuff
like that's not who u are
can u do anything to try to fix that stuff now?
the stuff they might be upset about?
i guess it might be kinda hard to do in another world or w/e but
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i just have to keep not doing those things i guess???
but isnt any little thing i do wrong gonna make them go like AHA SEE TOLD U. EVIL
i hate being all nervous like this lil bro
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you know that you're doing your best right?
like u can't change how people interpret what u do
but u can just do the best that you know how
and i'll bet that they'll see what a great guy u are
it was easy for me to see it, you know
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besides that its the right thing to do or something
( "or something" as if he really knows, sometimes... )
but thats just because
i mean
no youre right i am great but
youre great too u know. takes one to know one!
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hehe
idk i think it's one of those things where like...
it's gonna take awhile and probably be rly hard
but you have to just keep believing in yourself
and what you know is true
and right
and i believe in you
and your mom believes in you
and we'll be here